I understand, I really do. Like we've talked about before, we share a lot of similarities, loneliness and depression being key among them, but don't give up hope! Keep working with your therapists, keep trying to expand on your work with the blog, and keep pushing forward. You have a lot to offer and you're a great person. Do you think there's someone out there for me? If you think there is, then you know there is for you, as well, you just haven't met that person yet! All is not lost, this is just another down patch. We will get through it and you will find that you have so much to offer!